Later, after I put Brady down for a nap, we began another little project. I prepped some cake batter, dropped it in spoonfuls on a greased cookie sheet, and baked cake-cookies. After they'd cooled, Abby and Isaac made sandwich cookies and decorated them with a variety of sprinkles from my cabinet. (And I have a LOT of sprinkles. Or jimmies, as my Mid-Atlantic mind secretly thinks of them.) Easy, and lots of 'oooh, this is so good!'
I thought of Logan a lot today, not only because today marked four months since he moved on to Heaven, but because we ran into one of his hem/onc nurses at a random store this morning. I miss those people; they were a huge part of my life for 18 months. But in the same breath, it's hard to see them and remember everything that happened. How much we had to endure. How much my sunshine had to endure.
But we're doing the best we can. Tomorrow promises to be a bit more... different. ;)
Have you considered having a 6 month get together at your house. Invite the hospital staff, your friends and family? It may be a good way to find healing.
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